I miss me

This is true-
when I'm in London
in my head
I miss me
and it hurts.
I feel abandoned
alone and lonely-
as I am!
Sending I love you I love you I love you
to you
I forget
to send an I love you
to me.
Wanting so much to be with you
why not want just as much to be
with me???
Am I not exciting company?
Am I not as fun,
easy, warm and loving???

While we both
wishing the time away
to be with the other
whos so exciting, beautiful,
fun and caring and sexy,
giving and loving and kinky,
good with children, creative and brave...
is it time to enjoy
all that in ourselves?
It is there isnt it?
This funny equation has to be right
so no excuses-
back to my own heart
but wanting and wishing all the same
to keep that big love alive.