Saturday, December 25, 2010

Control you funny thing

Safely vulnerable
unheard terminology
unknown concept
to a control obsessive

She realy likes to know
where her man is
what her man does
that he will be home every night
and washing up should be done this way
she makes her own tea
and always always carries her own bag
dont bother offering to help
that goes against her religion
of total control
noone can do it
as good as she will anyway

She will screw you over
if she can
tell you what to do and what not to bother
she might trample on a dream or two
unawares
or without care
shes got you where she wants you
if thats what you're into...

But one day she will wake
with the feelings of hate
for you and your weakness
and herself
in her unfulfilled life
true intimacy
still just a concept
many tears away

Safely vulnerable
the doctor prescribed
after apology
after amends
after surrender

It is like being born again
learning the rules
she trips and falls
daily
inching forwards
towards...

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