Friday, November 5, 2010

How I've Come About- Its Mystical

When you challenged me
With poetry
Something stirred
When you opened your inside
And revealed
The stirring grew

When I gave myself to you
A bond was sealed
A dance began
And it is a powerful dance
With each move
Perfectly synchronised
I started to be exposed,
Driven to get exposed,
Held by you

It started with passion,
Glimpses of Unconditional,
Then the whole lot
Came to be seen-
Fear, Insecurity, Doubt, Cowardice, Selfishness, Weakness,
The emptiness inside

Now
I have quaked
I have erupted
I have collapsed
What stood here before
Is rubble
House of phantoms it had been
Anyway
Fear lived in each room
False beliefs like screens
on the windows
And nothing
What it seems

I look over the empty
with relief
Difficult I realise
Doesnt equate unpleasant
It is what it is
And why should it be
any other?

Nature is unstoppable
I will grow back
But choose courage over fear
every time
And remember that
Loving You
Is Loving
Is Being
Grace

And you see,
This is why
I want you in my life
You keep revealing me
And all that matters...

I still dont know
Which way I am growing
But I know this-
Where I am
Is the only place
I can possibly be.
My best place.
You're welcome
to join me.

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