An Honest Account

and it would go like this:

Today at the tattoo show
much flesh, many people
but how in the minority
theres so much conformity
amongst these rebels-
It is quite curious!
So much sameness
I got dizzy
and I swear
even the beards must be cloned
part of the same set
that contains a bald head,
a big gut
and a foul foul mouth.
Sure pearcings too
Silence...This is good.
Enjoying it
Content
You can do it, no dont do it
come on, do it do it do it!
Oh well
I think I am beautiful
I really am
and I love myself.
Isnt this nice

More!MORE
I cant let him go
I scream for more
but wait a minute darling,
you dont want to be left so hanging on
while the people sort out
the weak from the strong
the right from wrong
sure with best intentions
but dont you want ...
MORE
Oh darling try this-
"Committed". Yes,
theres a good start.
Is this the manual
for how to bag the right guy?
She says something about infatuations
not good for her,
raging tornadoes???
WOW, get out of my head Lady!!!
Oh she is now seeing her man
for what he is...
what the hell do they mean
when they say
see them as they are???
well, thats not looking to fill a hole
or complete you
but I wasnt
or so I thought
AHA
stop arguing guys
now she says something about
mixing up your doors with your windows.
Ouch this hurts
letting in strangers where your spouse alone
should be permitted
fatal flaw
of the weak
MORE
the silence is gone
I think I might not survive
while others rebuild their houses doors and windows
having done the right thing
in the first place
Not me
me- through wisdom or blind ignorance
maintaining my orbit
around this burning planet
that scorches layers of my skin
off me with each revolution
it hurts it really hurts
what are we trying to get to???

Yes please, hug me,
I temporarily seem unable
to contain myself

Got to get these thoughts
out of my head
I am running out of space
in there

Now boys and girls
whos keen to have this mess
for a companion?
I thought so...