The Answer (for today)

Prior to my attendance
At a previously scheduled
Psychological torment

She sends me an answer

The answer is
I have no fucking clue

Dont come she says
For a professional opinion
On the right and the wrong
The choices and decisions

I have no fucking clue

She says Only You
Can live it
And it is how you live it
That matters

I might save that money
And get a new pair
Of sexy heels.

Easy Admission

This writer
He asks about bands
About books
About Brisbane authors

I say no
No
NO
Feeling stupid
Has never felt this good
I beam

He doesnt know
But I do
I have been asleep!

God and Universe
And Hallelujah
It feels so good to wake.

I See You

I dont want to mislead
I have no powers of Avatars
To see soul to soul
Though I hopelessly try

I just see you
An eternal wonder
A mystery unbounded
Courage unseen
Honesty unexperienced

I stare inside you aghast
Wanting? yes there is a wanting
This Universe
It is here I want to live.

Its About Acceptance

Theories and methods and therapies
Thats me knocking on my own door
Please please let me in
And for the journey
Can I have
Some charts and graphs and
May be a manual
Hey, a map will do too
I can look at that
As I'm drowning

Then more is revealed to me
They say I'm a diamond
With multiple facets
They mention subpersonalities
They talk about function
They say there are heroes
And cowards
And children
And clowns

Well- welcome. I have seen you all before.

Now and here
The thing to do
The mantra to use
Is acceptance
Its about acceptance

And thats a start.

What the F...

This is unbelievable
Another night shift
Another boy
Out with a girl
Confessing her hots for him
Him confessing his thing for me

Did I miss a lesson in this
The first time around??

Approaching Despair

Doing my head in
Doing my head in
This is really doing my head in

End of an Era

Baby,
I dont mean to hurt you
It is just the end of an era

Mostly closed doors
And closed chapters
Photos so final
Like the end of an era

Words captured and saved
Now dusty
Trips and protests forgotten
At the end of an era

Good and fun
Deep and healing
Transforming
It is still the end of an era

Close the door.
We'll start the next one
And thats a promise.